sable_repose | m o b i l e ⇨ Somarium

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♫ Ring Ring Ring ♫
❝Sfortunato, I have missed your call. Mi dispiace veramente, leave me a message––

and I will return to you as soon as I can. Buon viaggio, amico.❞ –– Ezio.

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It was not until coming to Somarium I remembered what a human voice sounded like... [It had been so long. She had been alone for so many millennia. Sometimes she would go years without speaking. For who was there to talk to but herself? Chaos had little concern for their conversations, tired and as weary as she but they could not come to peace for that was not in his nature.]

I do not know... Nothing... everything. [The hand against her face turns into a fist and she presses her knuckles to the crescent moon on her brow.]

Perhaps I thought she was ready. Perhaps some part of me did not want to hide such a large secret from her. I keep so much from all of them. Everyone. I've forgotten myself and here I must remember the steps.

[ He cannot imagine with justice, as creative as he was he could not understand the length of such a life. What he did understand though was that death came to those too soon––and he imagined without trouble his own would come soon enough, much too soon. ]

Because it is here that everyone is offered a new life. We must all learn our paths here.

[Learn her path? Such a simple sentence with so much weight behind it. She had been functioning, perhaps not as she always had, but pretty close to what she was used to, finding joy in the people being happy and alive.]

A new life... For all the things I do, I have not thought to live a new one. Still I do not know what to do. Small Lady... there is no telling the damage I may have done.

[ He could direct, command, expect, follow through, and act with resolution under most dire circumstances. He could negotiate even with enemies, but these aspects, these skills have all been a part of a world that was his own. Serenity was neither a part of his time or his world, he felt little confidence in offering anything to her at all. Despite this he also still felt jaded from her games. One thing was obvious to Ezio, she was acting like she was out of control. She neither did things she wanted, or did things she could not commit to. ]

I would have advised you to keep that burden for yourself. Such a grave future does not belong in this world for we do not take anything back with us from this world.

Yet it is done and now you must allow time for her to grieve, likely, .. for her loved ones and for herself.

I keep plenty of things to myself, Ezio. A foolish mistake, another to add to the list that numbers as many years as I have lived.

[She sighs.]

I should not have come to you, though I thank you for your advice. But I have wronged you as well as my daughter.

[ Perhaps were he in a better mood he would not have such harsh thoughts to her comment about a list of mistakes so large as her age. He begins to wonder if age truly has any affect on a mind or if with age it is not wisdom they gain but madness and stupidity.

He is tired of her mistakes and unfulfilled commitments, he cannot imagine a Kingdom run by her alone––it is obvious she needs plenty to guide her and that perhaps is why she is more than lost here.

He spares a few curses to the dreamberry, though he does so before responding to yet another one of her many insults to him. ]

My advice is futile, what done is done.. as you coming to me, once again in regret. I have no more words for you, Serenity. Which that too you have declared useless.

Your advice is not useless. [She was a woman who lived in a world where all were dead. She carried all things by herself and shared with no one. And when she did, this was her result. Mistakes, on many levels.

It retaught her what she knew when she was younger.]

Ezio... thank you for all that you have done, your advice. [She can be strong, alone. For she is not truly alone. She can be strong because she must be.]

You are right, Chibi Usa must grieve and be given time.

I think I have had enough with regret. It is best I leave you be, before I stir your ire further.

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